it's never too late to start lying to yourself and others.

there is something terribly wrong
in mind, and heart
a misfortune to have ever known
that beings walk this earth
and lie, and cheat, and smile
mostly people like you
all the games i never wanted to play
i'm picking up the cards right alongside
guessing wrong, too high, always too high
always losing with every hand, every time
i never wanted you
until it was all i wanted
and everywhere, you are everywhere
there is something terribly wrong
in my mind, and my heart
you are everywhere, everywhere